Mini-Post Mondays: Blah, Nate, Spam

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Blah

I haven’t felt very well lately. I’m coming down with a serious case of the blahs, which I really hope don’t turn into depression. I’m thinking about taking yet another break from continuous blogging and/or reading because honestly, I just don’t feel like it.

Now that I’ve identified one of my mania triggers, I need to work harder on identifying my depression triggers. Is it bad that I’m even thinking of giving in to the holiday mania just to avoid the depression?

Anyway, if I’m MIA for a bit, this is why.

Nate

Nate doesn’t know I’m on Suboxone. Scratch that, he didn’t know, until today. I guess I just never told him. I remember in the beginning not wanting to tell him because I knew he’d overreact, but I really thought I mentioned it between then and now. So when I mentioned it today, I didn’t think he’d freak out like he did.

But he did, and I hate fighting with him because there’s literally nothing I can do. I don’t know if he’s going to do something dumb and I can’t prevent it, and now that I’m so blah I’m not the best with my words so I don’t even think a letter will help. I’ll try, though.

But really the point is that I’m sick of people getting freaked out when they find out I’m on Suboxone, and I’m really not keen on fighting with Nate. The end.

Spam

Last week I had a spam comment that simply said “You are nothing like us.” This week I have one that reads:

Dream: there is a purse left next to me in a restaurant, i start rummaging through it looking for cash and realize it my a. I don actually take her cash, but i know in the dream i had every intention of cleaning.

I don’t know what it means, but I am really interested. Is “my a.” really “my aunt“? Does the person have “every intention of cleaning her out?” or just cleaning? I’ve been thinking about this comment all week. What do you think it means?

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5 thoughts on “Mini-Post Mondays: Blah, Nate, Spam

  1. I’m reading a lot of my friends who deal with mental stuff that their blahs are going off too- I’ve had them hit, as you know….and I hope with every pore of my epidermal layer that neither of us succumb to the evil D. !!!!

    sending you hugs and major un-blahing STAT!
    xoxoxoxo
    Dy

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  2. I’m just getting back from a ‘blah’ period. In fact, this is the first thing I’ve written in about a month. So, for me, don’t go anywhere just yet! Seeing you were still here reminded to stick with things and stay strong x

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